for you i will

crazedcrystaldogs — Sun, 03 Jun 2007 13:46:35 +0000

psst, peanutcups is where you will find me.

crazedcrystaldogs — Sun, 27 May 2007 11:08:41 +0000

studying is such a chore. it makes me feels so stressed that i start snapping at people oh yes hahaha foong would know that well sorry my love.
haiya today was quite a good day cause i spent majority of my dinner time complaining to foong about something something hahaha oh then we saw something black at the bus stop! GASP.
okay holidays are here cannot describe how happy i am but so sad cannot see ugly foong’s face everyday! yj cui ray and zelda are off to shanghai to eat dimsum omfg how lucky they are! okay this is getting really boring bye i need to bathe.
poor reiki is having diarrhoea
:(:(

doubt

crazedcrystaldogs — Thu, 24 May 2007 15:49:17 +0000

“It is time to ask yourself, how can someone so deceitful stir coffee with me?”

haha guess who??

STUPID. THAT CAME OUT FROM A FORTUNE COOKIE.
:P

i hope the dry-run tmr turns out fine and ends early
:/

crazedcrystaldogs — Mon, 21 May 2007 13:01:35 +0000

-bad day.
thanks mom, to top it all off.

and when all you hear is just plain noise that doesn’t mean anything. haven’t felt that in a long time. kinda reminds you about your childhood ain’t it.

and so pardon me if i’ve angered anyone while feeling lowly today.

i’ll just sit here tonight and WAIT

the world really shouldn’t be like that

crazedcrystaldogs — Sat, 19 May 2007 17:48:00 +0000

hello its one-thirty in the morning and im feeling so hungry i feel giddy already. but then again im too lazy to walk down to the kitchen to find food cause i want to blog and post up a nice poem and continue talking to regina my junior on msn.

despite sleeping much of the day away i still managed to complete my maths revision wks! like yay, finally something is done!
random stuffs: i combed kiki’s hair today and her hair is omgshockingALOT. i think reiki is so blessed cause everyone in the family loves her and she’s so cute she doesn’t even know it andand even my SISTER likes her already. all she does in a day is to wake up eat sleep play sleep play with us and be cute. ah if only if only one can be like that but its quite impossible right cause we are humans and dogs are dogs.

i really should be sleeping soon cause i still need to wake up early tomorrow but as usual i drank strong tea so don’t expect to see me sleeping soon yeah. isn’t it sad when humans grow old and lose friendships that you once thought could stand the test of time and work in jobs that you swore never to work in while you were young? like how i would never want to be uh uh uh in a job that requires me to wear formal clothing each day and attend endless meetings businesstalks and entertain clients and work until into the wee hours of the morning but somehow life does not give you what you always want and sometimes you just NEED to have the job if not you’ll have to learn how to survive on plain air right. maybe that’s how people get depression and grow fat and develop mundane lifestyles i really really hope i do not turn out like that.
but then again, freedom is really all about how much money you have in my own opinion so don’t come screaming war on me cause when you have money you can do whatever you want like travel around the world do your part for the society indulge in your personal interests example buying antiques paintings attending musicals etc. dont’ all these need money so firstly you need to work hard to get that money which might mean working in a job that you do not like so its like contradicting yourself and back to square one. sighs.

i just read someone’s blog about uh sa and other schools and i think i really agree with her! like how we can get really fucking pissed at other schs when they jeer at us during certain matches and keep up the comments on how they shouldn’t jeer at us cause it just doesn’t show sportsmanship but yet when they fumble we beat the drums and scream victory. just doesn’t make sense does it? sadly i make the mistake at times without thinking and aiya better stop it now lor. sports can be such a beautiful yet ugly game.

fall’s leaves are redder than
spring’s flowers, have no pollen,
and also sometimes fly, as the wind
schools them out or down in shoals
or droves: though I
have not been here long, I can
look up at the sky at night and tell
how things are likely to go for
the next hundred million years:
the universe will probably not find
a way to vanish nor I
in all that time reappear.

i wish i had discovered the beauty of literature when i was younger poems and prose are such wonderful things on earth no wait language should be the most beautiful thing on earth how else can you express yourself better?
and im not feeling hungry anymore.

will you catch me when i fall?

crazedcrystaldogs — Fri, 18 May 2007 13:57:52 +0000

jt just told me about the soccer boys. I AM SO SAD :(((((

somehow today it just felt like someone heard my prayers last night and gave me an answer. but i still don’t feel inspired or motivated. like howw

dinner with jenn was fine, partly cause i was feeling tired and mood-less. sighs.
sometimes its not about who you are closer to, but who can listen to you better.
i guess im back to the trough period. oh just give me a good cry.

a small pain in my chest

crazedcrystaldogs — Thu, 17 May 2007 15:37:34 +0000

past hurt guarding your heart. oh when will you be fine??
standing on the outside, looking at the inside.
when will you be brave to knock?

mommy called from china to tell me that my bro has gone off to thailand. -.- how ironic.

this thing about emo-ness, it has been so overused that i find it cliche now. oh wells cliche overload cause i truly feel emo tonight.
never have i felt so much anxiety and worrisome. so many ‘what ifs’ fill my mind and its really a matter of the mind is willing but the flesh is weak.
is this what life is really about?

im scared of failure.

im fat

crazedcrystaldogs — Tue, 15 May 2007 13:24:42 +0000

and im stupid as well. i just can’t do maths and its extremely frustrating! can some kind soul camp at my house and help me when im stuck at maths? i’ll let you sleep in my toilet and kiki will give you free kisses haha.

personally, i like friends who are quite strong mentally. ohwells enough said about this topic.

amanda got chicken pox. poor girl! speaking of chicken pox, i haven’t gotten mine yet! sians think i’ll go for the vaccination i don’t want to come down with chicken pox during a-levels.

give me strength.

i cut my hair!

crazedcrystaldogs — Sun, 13 May 2007 13:32:15 +0000

foong cut her hair too! nice nice.
i just realised that i seeing foong’s ugly face everyday. shall miss her freckles when we uh, graduate? LOLS
die got alot of homework and revision to do but even though i keep studying the list still remains… the same.

i tell you guys another secret. i like old people.
i like little babies that aren’t too fat and drool alot :D
singaporeans are actually quite friendly. bet you never knew that.
and i like my friends.

heart of my own heart

crazedcrystaldogs — Fri, 11 May 2007 11:43:47 +0000

i was feeling ____ today but i guess foong and tony knows what im referring to. didn’t really expect it and now its like, im looking at you in a different light. oh wells. life is full of surprises isn’t it.

apparently im in level 4 now. damn sad please. you wait for bt2 okay. you think level6 very big isit? haha.

spiderman3 was quite okay. but i think its just me cause i dont exactly like those kind of shows. nonetheless thanks foong foong for the tickets!!

i hate studying. how many times must i say that.